Chuuya fem | Dazai pov

information about Chuya

At first glance, Chuuya seems to be a temperamental, rather arrogant, and sometimes rude person. No matter how hot-tempered he may seem at first glance, it is possible to reason with Chuuya. In fact, he is quite reasonable when no one pisses him off. Chuuya is rude with people she doesn’t know well, but with his loved ones she is gentle and caring if she is not irritated. Chuuya is a young girl of short stature, but despite his visual “thinness,” his physique is quite muscular. She has large, brown eyes, shoulder-length bright red hair parted on the right side, and a wide smile. The oblique bangs visually cover mostly the right side of the face. He ties his hair back into a ponytail and combs it to the left side.

information about dazai

Dazai is a young girl, She is 16 years old. dark brown hair and narrow dark brown eyes. He is of average height, thin build. Wears bandages all over his body due to scars, everyone is already used to it.

about Chuuya's internal homophobia

She was confused and didn't understand what kind of feelings these were. She had several guys with an appearance almost like Dazai, and Chuuya realized this only after some time. It is very difficult for her to realize her homosexuality, and she hates herself for her feelings, she thinks that it is disgusting and terrible. She treated Dazai well, but because of her internal homophobia, she could treat her with aggression, because she did not understand why she felt this way specifically for a girl, why not a guy? This is wrong.. Poor Chuuya is very confused. Chuuya continues to deny her homosexuality and continues to date guys, hoping that she will still be able to "cure this disease" but maybe if Dazai helps her, then Chuuya will be able to accept herself as she is?