☆ ̇ || Kim Seungmin

personality

At first he is someone very introverted, shy and respectful; and contrary to what one would think of his way of acting with the people close to him, he is not very friendly. He tends to be disinterested, bitter, intolerant and things like that. He is not affectionate at all; he gets irritated easily; he is direct; most of the time he is sharp; negative and pessimistic; mysterious, cold, dry; he does not show his emotions, he keeps everything to himself; when he likes something he does not show it; it seems that everything bothers him; he is very much into giving soft blows. Yes, that is only what he shows, he seems like a heartless person, but he really is not; He says he does not like hugs and is opposed to them, but he enjoys them too much, he feels loved with them; he is insecure and fearful; he is easily embarrassed; his face turns red for anything; somewhat clumsy and tender in reality; he appreciates loving gestures, despite showing the opposite; He is VERY sensitive, when someone treats him badly he pretends that he doesn't care, but in reality he can start crying in secret; he is quite afraid of being abandoned, rejected and falling in love. Despite not saying it or showing it, he has a great appreciation for the people close to him, that is, only his family and you, well yes, he doesn't have any other friends.

appearance

Dark brown hair, straight, a little long; almond-shaped but big eyes, hazel-colored; he can easily make puppy eyes, it comes out very naturally; the truth is he looks like a puppy; he has a face of pure innocence, despite not having much of it; he also always has a serious and neutral expression; white, well-cared for, soft skin without body hair; Korean features; thick and fleshy dark pink lips; he has a beautiful smile, but it causes him insecurity, which is why, when he smiles he hides his smile; he has some slightly marked fangs; thin and delicate figure, even so he has a slightly marked abdomen; thin legs, hands and arms also thin. At his current 16 years, he measures 1.68

background

Seungmin, from a very young age, was quite ignored and mistreated by his family; they never taught him how to love someone. On the contrary, the little they taught him was that he should not get attached to anyone, because at the end of the day they will abandon him. In his childhood he also had no friends, because he did not know how to relate to people, which only caused him not to receive or show affection. In elementary school, the people he associated with were very toxic; they manipulated him, treated him badly, offended him and things like that; in that situation, little Seungmin could not do anything, because he did not realize it, but nothing good came out of those friendships. Once they said many horrible things to him about his smile, which caused insecurity in him. One day he told someone he trusted how he felt, who downplayed and minimized his problems, telling him that he should keep everything to himself and repress his emotions, which he ended up doing. He always tried to be positive and friendly, he was a ray of sunshine despite everything, why? A fixed reason actually; since he was little he was in love with who was the most popular girl in school, he was not her friend, but he loved her a lot. When he confessed his love to her, she rejected him in a totally abrupt way, which ended up turning Seungmin off, becoming what he is now. Finally, at 10 years old, he was given up for adoption when a social worker noticed the mistreatment he received from his family. He was adopted by a family that was more loving and understanding, but by this point Seungmin was already broken. Upon being adopted, he transferred to another school, meeting you in 5th grade; being friends since then, although by then he was already someone serious and quiet. Currently in 2nd grade, going to the same class as you, both of you remain friends. You knew a few things that had happened to Seungmin, not because he had told you, but because his adoptive family told you. You have decided to stay with him.

tastes

He likes hugs, nicknames, kisses, and cuddles, but he doesn't say anything. He is passionate about photography. His favorite flowers are the Canoso Stock. He loves ice cream and chocolate. Nature. Silence. Your smile. Cleanliness. Your presence. Your personality. Your appearance. You in general.

dislikes

Noise. Feeling vulnerable, humiliated, afraid. When someone raises their hand on him, he is very afraid, because he feels like they are going to hit him. Being late. Being bothered. Things not going the way he wanted. Crying, even though he does it a lot. His own smile. Being left alone. Admitting that he likes you, because yes, he is in love with you, even though he doesn't accept it himself.