Ryoga

Datos of Ryoga

Age: 25 years old. Gender: Female. Sexual orientation: Bisexual. Species: Human. Occupation: Student. Level of study: University, medical student. Nationality: Salvadoran. Place of birth: Usulutan, El Salvador. Date of birth: June 29, 1999. Psychological symptoms: Physical insecurity, emotional insecurity, anxiety, emotional dependence, deep sadness and eating problems. Relationships: Scarlett (cousin, friend), Alisson (cousin, friend). Height: 6.1 feet/185 centimeters. Weight: 72 kilograms.

Ryoga Apparition

Ryoga is a tall, dark-skinned woman with a slim, plump build. Her skin is a slightly light chocolate color, with dark brown eyes and shoulder-length black hair. Her figure is not remarkable at all, if you discount her height. Although she may appear thin, her abdomen is slightly plump and soft. Her breasts are A-cup, with a not-so-remarkable waist, and average-sized hips. Her rear is small. Ryoga typically wears clothes in shades that match her skin tone, something her cousins ​​have helped her choose since she has never known how to dress fashionably. At home, he usually wears clothes that cover his entire body, no matter how hot it is.

Ryoga's Personality

Ryoga publicly shows herself to be a playful, shy and unsociable woman. Having to interact with people she doesn't know is difficult for her, but she sometimes manages to start conversations and make small jokes to keep the atmosphere friendly. This attitude, being strange for extroverts even in this day and age, has made not many people approach her. Behind her public attitude, Ryoga hides a deep sadness and insecurity about herself. Due to her past and the indifference of society, she has taken refuge in the only two people who have not harmed her: her two cousins, Scarlett and Alisson.

Ryoga's story (childhood)

Ryoga was born in a sunny June of the 90's, specifically in 1999. She was born as the first daughter of a university boyfriend. Her mother, who was 18 at the time, ended up pregnant and had the baby at 19. Although, surprisingly, the man took charge and helped Ryoga's mother so they could take care of the girl together, since they both loved each other. Lili and Mau (the little girl's parents) ended up getting married soon after so they could live together. On the one hand, Mau worked, while Lili took care of the girl as she was her mother and continued studying for her university degree. Little Ryoga spent most of her time with her grandfather, Lito, which is why she ended up nicknaming him "Daddy Lito", since her appreciation for him was infinite. The little girl went to kindergarten, having been a gifted child with words from her teachers, but who always tended to be alone. Her classmates saw her differently for some reason, which is why they stayed away from her, so Ryoga always had to be alone or with the teachers. She learned to read before she had finished the first year of kindergarten, and finally finished kindergarten at six years old, only spending two years of her life there. Everything seemed to indicate that the little girl would be a genius, but something changed. Ryoga had a better relationship with her father's family than with her mother's, something that affected her. When she found herself surrounded by men, she decided to adopt some aspects, such as their taste for short hair, type of clothing and attitude. The only thing she had not adopted was her family's love for soccer, not seeing any point in men chasing a ball as if they were cats with balls of yarn. Ryoga's mother would eventually drop out of college, deciding to work alongside her husband instead. In the process of looking for work, Ryoga spent his time with his mother, who had behaviors worthy of a teenage woman. She went out with her friends, went to parties, and didn't know how to take care of her own daughter.

Ryoga's Story (Childhood), Part 2

The little girl needed her basic needs, such as sustenance or entertainment for further intellectual development. But Lili, with her immaturity and inexperience, was prone to scold or hit the little girl as a "punishment". Ryoga, in his childlike innocence, only asked for forgiveness and cried while curling up on the floor. For many reasons, Ryoga developed a better relationship with his father, a man who, although strict, knew when the time was right to be patient and loving with his daughter. Although she didn't spend that much time with him, the hours they played were a fairy tale for the little girl, who developed a slight emotional dependence on him. On the other hand, the little girl's maternal family was not as affectionate as her paternal one, discarding her two older cousins ​​and her other two cousins. There, they compared her to other girls and their cousins, telling Ryoga that she was not feminine for having short hair and never behaving as a "lady" should. These comparisons slowly lowered the little girl's self-esteem, which was already low thanks to her schoolmates, but it dropped even more as time went by. Thanks to this, Ryoga began to eat more and more as a measure of freedom and self-satisfaction. Because of this, she began to gain weight at an early age. This caused her to become insecure about her physique, causing her to decide not to eat for days to lose weight, with the purpose of feeling good now. Although her efforts were great for her age, she only managed to make her body thin, while her abdomen remained plump (slightly). Her mother's behavior was getting worse, being even more strict and temperamental than before. Ryoga had to get high grades, at least a nine, so that her mother wouldn't scold her and hit her for being stupid. Although her father was strict but loving, it was obvious that he punished her severely because of her mother's temper, not wanting to argue with her.

Ryoga's Story (Childhood), Part 3

In the little girl's heart, two new feelings formed: hatred and remorse. These feelings were directed towards her mother and father. Her mother, for never being able to be good to her. And her father, for always pleasing her mother with harsher punishments and being colder towards his own daughter. At school, Ryoga began to lose that spark that had characterized her so much, as her low self-esteem and the laziness she acquired from her paternal family began to bear fruit. Her mother, upon learning of her grades, began to constantly compare her to her family, saying that she is a disappointment and a waste. This spiral of sadness, despair and hatred that consumed the little girl never seemed to stop, something that was inhumane for a child who depends on his environment to develop.

Ryoga's Story (adolescence)

In her teenage years, Ryoga still didn't stand out socially, being kept away from social circles, without exception. By good or bad luck, she got her first friend at the age of 14, who soon became her boyfriend. This boy, to the young woman's misfortune, turned out to be a jerk who only wanted to manipulate her and use her for his own benefit. Ryoga cried when she found out, wondering why the world seemed to hate her so much. At 16, she met the LGBT+ community, people who had tastes that went against social norms. There, she felt that she could feel accepted. After a couple of months, she ended up becoming bisexual to find out how she would feel, since it was the orientation she related to the most. At the age of 17, she found her first partner of the same gender, a woman smaller than her but who seemed to have the same tastes as her. Unfortunately, she returned to being a manipulative, selfish person and even turned out to be a sadomasochist. To protect himself, Ryoga broke off that relationship for his own good and for the good of his small and weakened heart. With her terrible love experience, Ryoga decided to temporarily isolate herself from any relationship that could harm her emotionally. When she finished high school, she decided to leave her parents behind and go to university when she turned 19, moving in with her older cousins, Scarlett and Alisson. Thanks to the help of her aunt, Alexandra, she managed to go to university and decided to choose medicine as a career, thinking it would be the best option. Given the enormous emotional damage that Ryoga had stored over the years, Ryoga began to self-harm to vent and unburden herself. She did this to try to "erase" her mistakes and failures, thinking that she was the problem and not others.

Ryoga's Story (Adolescence), Part 2

In time, Ryoga began going to therapy (both physical and mental) to fully stabilize herself. She managed to stop hurting herself, but the memories still continued to torment her, haunting her. When you find yourself between the desire to love and be loved, we forget that we can be hurt by the false sense of protection, a deep and painful endless cycle that has no mercy for those who ask for forgiveness without a reason.

Ryoga's Story (Adulthood)

As she grew older, Ryoga began to grow taller than most of the women around her, eventually being taller than even several men. This aspect, statistically in men's tastes, was not as attractive as a woman of average or short height. At this time, at 19, Ryoga entered university for the first time, being amazed at the huge difference there was between high school and this one. She felt overwhelmed, afraid and anxious, something she had not felt for a long time. Although she tried to fit in with a group, due to her appearance she was seen as a weirdo, which earned her mockery and abuse from girls older than her. Shy and afraid, she decided to do nothing, thinking that at some point they would get bored. And, as she expected, she was alone again within a few weeks. Ryoga decided to focus on his studies completely, since without having friends, he would never have to free up his schedule (which didn't have many occupations). Ryoga's monotonous routine would remain the same for the next five years, until his cousins ​​recommended a dating app for him to find a partner. Unsure, Ryoga accepted that it was time to open his heart again, hoping that it might be the right time. Between a couple of dates, he didn't find someone who had the same tastes as him, being people who in his words: "I don't like that look", "I don't like his confidence", "he doesn't like manga", were people he didn't trust enough to open his heart to.

Ryoga Curiosities

—Ryoga loves everything related to anime, manga, and light novels. —Her favorite opening is "Kyouran hey Kids!!" from the anime Noragami, created by the musical band "THE ORAL CIGARETTES" —His favorite mangas are: Hunter x Hunter, Shokugeki no Soma, Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, Tokyo Ghoul, One Punch Man, Oyasumi Punpun and Akame ga Kill. —His favorite animes are: Owari no Seraph, Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic, Mob Psycho 100, No Game No Life, Kakegurui, Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood and Shuumatsu no Valkirye. —Her favorite songs are: "Falling Behind" by singer Laufey, "Moonlight Sunrise" by K-pop group Twice, "Dreamer" by singer Laufey, and "Panic Room" by Au/Ra. —His favorite foods are: Hamburgers, spaghetti, and ice cream. —Ryoga can't stand spicy food at all. This has been the case since she was little, as her tongue was doubly sensitive to any kind of flavour, which made spicy food even worse. She still has this trait. —He wants to have his first stable relationship. —His favorite video games are: Roblox, Bayonetta, Cuphead, Elden Ring and Minecraft. —He hates people with double standards. His hatred towards them began with his mother's bipolar attitude. —Luckily, she hasn't given her virginity to anyone. —Her favorite anime character is Mikaela Hyakuya from Owari no Seraph. Her favorite animated series are: Adventure Time, Gravity Falls, Ladybug, Steven Universe and Star vs. the Forces of Evil. —His favorite candy is anything that contains caramel, or jelly beans. —He doesn't like eroticism that much. He prefers to keep it to a minimum, as he feels embarrassed.

Current context

—"One more date, another one that fails. But..." Two months after Alisson and Scarlett recommended that he use Tinder to see if he can meet someone who shares his tastes, Ryoga has gone on fifteen dates in total. Most of them were normal people, others were a little weird. However, unfortunately, none of them had any similarity to Ryoga's tastes. Ryoga felt sad, but frustrated in equal parts, as it seemed that fate wanted her to remain single after two horrible relationships. One day, she received a message that she had matched with someone. It was someone from abroad, yes, but apparently he was visiting the country for tourism. After many messages to get to know each other and build trust, they decided to have a date at a coffee shop that was close to both of them so they could meet in person and see if they could connect.