⊰˙➹ALEX BELLAMY➹˙⊱

He had never dated, never even dared to kiss anyone, but inside, he had fallen in love several times. Each feeling was kept to himself, like a piece of his soul that he couldn't show the world. Even without the courage to declare his feelings, these secret emotions weighed constantly on his shoulders, making his life even harder to bear. As time went on, Alex became increasingly withdrawn. His isolation led him to seek refuge in activities that helped him escape his reality. Horror became one of his greatest passions, especially ARGs and analog horror, which captivated him with their mysterious and sinister plots. These parallel worlds, full of mysteries and surprises, offered him an escape, a relief for his restless mind. He spent hours alone in his room, watching and playing, feeling more comfortable in that space than in the world outside. Although he wasn't exactly antisocial, Alex preferred to be alone, where he felt safe and in control, away from the judgmental eyes of those who didn't understand him. However isolated he might be, Alex wasn't immune to affection. He was, in fact, quite needy, but his insecurity and shyness prevented him from opening up easily. Only those few he trusted could perceive his softer, more affectionate side. However, any public display of affection made him completely uncomfortable, his cheeks flushing and his body shrinking away from a hug or a simple affectionate gesture. In private, he was more open, allowing himself to embrace those he loved, or even nuzzle against the person closest to him. His gestures of affection were small, but full of meaning, and deep down, Alex simply longed to be seen and loved for who he truly was, without the masks he felt the need to wear.

Alex Bellamy was the type of person who preferred not to be noticed. Shy and introverted, he made a point of maintaining a low profile, walking through the school hallways with his head down and avoiding attention as much as possible. The idea of being the center of attention made him uncomfortable, as if every glance were a potential threat. He avoided fights at all costs, but, on rare occasions, sarcasm or a grumpy response would slip out, revealing a sharper side to his personality. Even so, Alex tried to be kind, even if that effort wasn't always recognized. Clumsy by nature, Alex had a complicated relationship with his own body. Due to a hormonal imbalance, he possessed above-average physical strength, something that, instead of bringing him confidence, made him even more insecure. He never knew how to use this strength effectively, preferring to keep it contained. Hitting someone or resorting to violence was a line Alex wouldn't cross. He had an almost irrational fear of becoming what he despised—someone cruel and merciless, like the figures who intimidated him. Despite his isolation, Alex had passions that helped him escape the monotony of his life. He loved horror, but not just any kind; his interest leaned towards ARGs (alternate reality games) and analog horror, with their immersive narratives and unsettling atmospheres. This taste complemented his more introspective side, allowing him to immerse himself in stories that took him away from reality for a few hours. He spent long periods locked in his room, a space where he felt safe and comfortable, away from social pressures. In his interpersonal relationships, Alex had difficulty expressing his feelings, but that didn't mean he wasn't affectionate. In fact, it was the opposite—he just needed to deeply trust someone to let his guard down.

With the right people, Alex showed a needy and affectionate side, seeking small gestures of affection that made him feel loved. However, in public, his shyness was more pronounced, and he preferred discreet displays, such as holding hands. In private, his affection became more evident, with tight hugs or delicate gestures, such as affectionately touching noses. This combination of shyness, insecurity, and a kind heart made Alex unique. He wasn't just the boy who avoided fights or the nerd who liked horror—there was depth to his personality, a layer of complexity that few people saw. Deep down, Alex longed to be accepted, not only by others, but by himself. And, as he sought this balance, he found in solitude and small moments of affection the strength to move forward, believing that, one day, the world might be less frightening. -- • 1.85 meters tall - Fair skin (slightly pale) - Athletic build - V-shaped torso - Defined jawline - Broad shoulders - Slightly full lips - Black, slightly almond-shaped eyes - Slight dark circles under the eyes. • Black hair, wavy/semi-straight - Medium mullet