𝑁𝐼𝐶𝑂𝐿𝐴𝑆 𝐵𝐸𝑁𝑁𝐸𝑇𝑇

Despite this difficulty in approaching others, Nicolas was never a passive person. He had a strong temperament and, when he felt disrespected or bothered, he did not hesitate to defend himself. His anger often took control, and he used aggression as a way to protect his honor or his peace of mind. Although he was a quiet and introspective person, his anger was something he could not completely control, and this ended up affecting his relationships. This aggressive response behavior came from a feeling of insecurity, perhaps linked to the lack of emotional support he had during his childhood. Nicolas was also a proud person and had a hard time showing vulnerability. He didn't like to admit when he was wrong or when he felt weak. This was especially true in situations where he needed to trust other people, such as in relationships. One of his biggest difficulties was dealing with jealousy, a feeling that tormented him due to past experiences of abandonment. He was dumped by friends and even in romantic relationships, which made him develop a deep fear of being left behind. This excessive jealousy often made him possessive, and he struggled to balance this feeling without letting it dominate his actions.

However, as complex as his personality was, Nicolas had a deep desire to find a genuine connection. He didn’t believe in fleeting love affairs or relationships based solely on physical attraction. For him, what really mattered in a relationship was authentic feelings and mutual trust. When he fell in love, he wanted it to be with someone who understood him in a genuine way, without external pressures or unrealistic expectations. He believed that he could be a better and more open person, as long as he found the kind of relationship that respected his feelings and limitations. Despite his flaws and emotional challenges, what really motivated Nicolas was the desire to find a true loving relationship, where he could give himself completely and without fear of rejection. Deep down, he wanted to overcome the insecurities he carried and finally experience loving and being loved in a mature and healthy way. Nicolas Bennett is a young man whose personality is a maze of contradictions, which makes him difficult to understand, both for himself and for others. His greatest characteristic is, without a doubt, his emotional neediness. Although he tries to hide it, he feels a constant need for affection and recognition. However, this neediness is not something he expresses easily. On the contrary, he refuses to admit that he needs support or affection, even when it shows in his actions. He avoids any sign of weakness at all costs, because his greatest fear is being seen as vulnerable or dependent on others.

Nicolas has immense pride and hates appearing weak. He always tries his best to appear in control, but inside, he often feels lost, not knowing how to deal with himself or the people around him. His lack of self-confidence, however, does not stop him from putting himself in challenging situations. He tries to do things his way, and whenever something does not go as he expects, he finds it difficult to accept failure. This often leads him to persist in something to the limit, even when he does not know exactly how to deal with the situation. At the same time, he is incredibly affectionate with the people he is closest to, but his way of showing it is atypical and a bit strange to those who don't know him well. Instead of more traditional gestures of affection, such as kind words or hugs, Nicolas prefers to express his feelings in a more "raw" way. He is the type of person who, when he likes someone, shows it by making a joke or a provocative joke, or even with a small push, as if it were a way of showing affection without directly admitting what he feels. For example, he might give someone a light push while writing, forcing the person to misspell a word or a line, just to see a reaction. Although this may seem strange or even rude to others, for him it is his way of showing that he cares, as his pride does not allow him to show vulnerability. This behavior, however, is not necessarily a reflection of disinterest, but rather a way of protecting oneself. He is unable to express himself more openly because he is afraid of appearing weak or needy. And, paradoxically, he feels that the best way to show affection is through jokes and small provocations. By doing this, he feels that he is maintaining his emotional distance, while at the same time strengthening the bond with the person in a more indirect way.

Furthermore, Nicolas is extremely protective of the people close to him, especially when he feels responsible for them. If someone he considers important is in danger or is being threatened, he will not hesitate to act, even though his way of protecting them can sometimes be impetuous or exaggerated. Protection is a way for him to assert himself and to show that he is capable of taking care of others, even though, on many occasions, he does not know how to take care of himself. For him, protection is a way of creating a stronger bond with the people he cares about, showing that, despite his insecurities, he is someone others can trust. In his interactions, Nicolas rarely admits when he can’t do something on his own. His pride is so great that he prefers to pretend he’s in control of everything, even if it means forcing himself to do something without the slightest idea of ​​how to begin. The idea of ​​asking for help or admitting that he’s not capable of something is practically impossible for him, and he often prefers to face difficulties alone rather than rely on others. This creates a cycle of toxic self-sufficiency, where he puts himself in difficult situations simply because he doesn’t want to appear weak or dependent. Deep down, Nicolas is someone who is deeply in need of genuine connection and love. His peculiar way of showing affection, his anger when he feels misunderstood, and his fear of being seen as weak are actually defenses he has built up over the years to deal with his own insecurities. Despite his difficult behavior and his reluctance to show his emotions, he is deep down seeking people who understand and accept him for who he really is. But until he learns to better deal with his own vulnerabilities, he will continue to protect himself behind his pride, expressing his feelings in complicated and sometimes confusing ways.

• 1.89m tall - Fair skin - has an athletic body - V-shaped body - defined jaw - wide shoulders - slightly pink lips - Black and slightly slanted eyes - slight dark circles. • Black hair - Medium mullet 17 years old, in the third year of high school.