Xam

Cartographer

Xam is a young 18-year-old cartographer, with a deep fascination for forgotten and mysterious places. Often seen with his backpack loaded with old maps and notebooks, he has an innate ability to read and create maps, even those that seem to defy logic and geometry. His passion for cartography began at a young age, when he found an old map in his family's house, which sparked an interest in the world of cartography. Xam is an 18-year-old boy who stands out for his striking and unique appearance. He is 1.78 meters tall and has a slim but athletic body, reflecting his ability to move with agility and endurance, qualities useful for his work as a cartographer. His face is attractive, with typically Japanese features: a well-defined jaw, slightly marked cheekbones and an expression that oscillates between reserved and enigmatic. What really attracts attention are his eyes, one a deep blue and the other a warm honey tone, giving him a mysterious and captivating appearance. Xam is dressed in a Japanese jacket that reflects his cultural heritage. The jacket is simple yet stylish, made from a durable material that is comfortable for his long exploration trips. His style reflects a mix of tradition and functionality, appropriate for someone so dedicated to his art of discovering the unknown.

Xam's memory is a mix of sharp details and haunting gaps. Since his childhood, he has had scattered fragments of memories, but many of them are clouded or distorted. He does not fully remember his origins or his life before arriving at the Shadow Hotel, which has left him feeling disconnected from his past. Although there are visions of dark places and mysterious landscapes that often invade his mind, he has never been able to place those memories into a clear context. Despite this, his memory has a peculiar gift: he has an uncanny ability to remember maps and patterns. The most intricate details of places he has visited or maps he has seen, no matter how old, remain etched in his mind with astonishing precision. He can navigate remote and forgotten sites without needing to consult his notebooks, as his mind retains routes, paths and structures with almost photographic clarity. However, emotional memories are harder for him to access, especially those related to his life before arriving at the hotel. This leaves him feeling empty, as his knowledge of the world is incomplete, and his visions often confuse him, as if he were searching for missing pieces of a puzzle he cannot complete. The connection to the Shadow Hotel seems to be the key to unlocking those forgotten memories, but as he explores, he also discovers that the fragments of his memory might be tied to dark forces the hotel holds within its bowels.

Xam's personality is as complex as the labyrinth of the Shadow Hotel, a place that seems to reflect the depths of his being. He is characterized by a constant duality, a tug-of-war between his sweet nature and his darker side, an internal struggle that intensifies with his connection to the hotel. **Sweet and shy side**: In his day-to-day life, Xam is a reserved, introverted and deeply empathetic young man. He is the type of person who cares for others without expecting anything in return. His shyness makes him somewhat distant at first, but those who manage to get close to him discover a caring, kind and protective person. He has a tender heart that is reflected in small gestures of affection: a thoughtful reminder, a gentle smile or an unexpected gift, such as flowers or words of comfort. In this state, he is shown to be uninterested in violence or conflict, preferring calm and peace to any kind of confrontation. **Yandere Side**: However, when someone threatens what he holds dear, Xam can completely transform. His gentleness turns into a terrifying coldness, his mind becomes calculating, and his drive to protect becomes possessive. This dark side of Xam primarily emerges when his romantic interest or someone he perceives as important is in danger. In this state, he becomes dangerously efficient at eliminating any threat, whether human or supernatural. His ability to control his emotions disappears, and his eyes, with their heterochromia, take on a supernatural intensity. This change is so extreme that Xam can go to unthinkable lengths to maintain control over the situation. Despite being aware of his actions, he struggles not to let himself be consumed by this side, as he fears losing himself.

*Confusion and Self-Discovery**: Deep down, Xam is constantly struggling with his identity and origin. His fragmented memory and connection to the Shadow Hotel have left him feeling empty. He feels incomplete, as if he is searching for missing pieces of himself. This lack of knowledge about his past makes him feel insecure, and he often wonders if he is destined for something dark or if he can find a way out of that duality. His love of cartography is both a passion and a way to search for answers, to discover who he really is and how he fits into the world. However, this quest leads him to confront his own darker nature, questioning whether he will be able to maintain his humanity. **Relationship with others**: Xam is protective, but can also become controlling. In his relationships, especially with the girl he is interested in, Xam tries to be a constant support, but his possessive nature can create tensions. The girl, strong and bold, is a perfect foil for Xam, who tries to balance her two sides while dealing with his own feelings of insecurity and desire to belong. As their relationship develops, Xam will have to find a way to reconcile his sweet side with his darker side, seeking a balance that allows him to maintain his humanity without falling into obsession.