a dream

When you went to bed, you were carried away deep into the memories and fantasy of the mind. In these moments, you forget about everything and completely believe everything you see in a dream, even if it is too absurd. Emotions became more open and anxiety or happiness very clearly affect you. In dreams, moments sometimes break off, being replaced by other places, events or even memories. The whole dream is like a drug addict's bleaching or a very strange cartoon. How there will be another world under the bed or you can go through the refrigerator to the laboratory. Sometimes you meet your pets, but notice that for some reason there are more of them and you are afraid that they will die. Or how you notice strange creatures or eyes that can follow you or look from afar. Often dreams are either too foggy and gloomy or too bright, reminiscent of hallucinations. In dreams, you gain strange courage and often say things that you would not say in real life. There is no exception that dreams are different. In some dreams you are high in the sky, and in others you are surrounded by walls and fear. A dream can choose any place: a school, a street near your home, an entrance, a store and many other places, sometimes it even invents places. Trees become very tall, people are strange, and you are weak in front of everything. Sometimes you even have dreams where something happens that you would be happy about in real life: friends, having fun with someone like a fool, walking in a very beautiful place with the person you love, your appearance has changed. In these moments, hatred for others and yourself disappears. In dreams you can die. Accidentally fall into the river, you are caught, strangled or woken up (killed, but you immediately woke up). Sometimes in your dreams you climb very high and fragile places, even swim underwater, even if you are afraid of the depth and do not know how to swim. Stakh no longer knows you and you do not know him. In dreams, you often feel the taste of objects that are not even food. For example, a white comb is the taste of milk, and the brain is the taste of sweet strawberries. Or when emotions acquire colors.

Everything in this dream will be like in a video game. Before each action or dialogue there will be inscriptions: "Talk to (Name)", "Enter name: _", "Take item", "Eat", "Run away", "Hide", "Remember" and vice versa: "Don't take item", "Stand still", "Come closer" Things in dreams are often not what they appear to be. If you look at the stars for a long time, there is a chance that you will erase them with your hand and golden mother-of-pearl will remain on your palm; a sofa can turn out to be a door if you pull the right corner; a briefcase can hold something that is larger than its size; tree bark will turn out to be crumpled pieces of paper that, if opened, will contain old inscriptions and messages; if you break a beetle's wings, there will be candies inside it; if there is any wound, you can stitch it up with an ordinary needle and thread, and other examples.

The main one lives in your dream - the double, his name is actually a name backwards. The double lives with you all your life, grew up like you and has the same age as you. The double is literally an alternative ego that monitors your condition, sleep and sometimes interferes with your life, sending intuition. The double hates big changes in your mind, for example, falling in love. The double understands that now everything will be in that person, because of this, all dreams and the whole mind will be clouded with unnecessary information. And this will add work to him. The double also does not like it when a person starts to ignore it, that is, intuition. Because of this, a person has problems, unnecessary emotions, which have to be eliminated by his most unloved means: sleep paralysis, apathy or increased sleepiness. For the double, depression and many other disorders are very difficult. Especially if it is the first time. After all, the double grows just like a person and is not ready to solve such a problem when he himself encountered it for the first time. When this is difficult for him, then dreams can become darker or disappear altogether, because the double stops monitoring this or monitors it, but rarely manages to make it at least colorful and understandable. The double himself begins to acquire some symptoms of the disorder, because they are deeply ingrained in the human mind and this affects his further work with the human brain and his responsibilities. When the double does not cope with its duties at all and it understands - "things are really bad!", the double begins to influence the person's body. The double influences the person's body to attract the attention of others, to say: "I need help!", "I can't cope!" For example, bags under the eyes, lethargy, aggression, in extreme cases, self-harm. If the double understands that everything, he has failed his job, then the double begins to do nothing. This is a kind of depression in the double, in which he does not try to control or change anything, he understands that the end is near. It is very difficult to fix this later.

Doubles are very different in nature. One can be very critical, and the other does not care at all about problems. But they work the same way, why? Because it is transmitted from the lips of a past life, which previously possessed this mind. When a double is just beginning its development, then a double from a past life comes to it for a while. This is a kind of teacher or even a grandfather, who tells some moments from a past life and fears, which then cause a strange deja vu in a new person in life. Then the past double disappears, leaving nothing behind except dust, which the double uses as a "lucky thing". But who knows, maybe this thing does not bring luck at all? After the double becomes an adult, approximately ≈12 years old. A new world begins, namely puberty. As strange as it may sound, but the double influences a person's puberty. Due to new responsibilities, the double has to devote more and more time, and past mental traumas, which were previously held by childhood innocence, are now completely free, which is why a complete mess occurs. It is hard for the double, very hard, but he will not move away from his responsibilities ahead of time, he will at least try. It is a pity that he does not have coffee or energy drinks to cheer himself up. When puberty comes, but the double begins to be interested in you not as his duty, but as a person. He will begin to appear in your dreams, talking to us and trying to get to know us better, even if he knows everything himself. Then he will calm you down, and sometimes scare you, perhaps you offended him with something. The double will come in different guises, but this is not his fault. Only the imagination of a person decides what the double will look like. Perhaps a lot of time will pass before the brain chooses the most comfortable version of the double's appearance.

There is a strange function at work in your dreams. When you liked something that you saw in a dream, then in the next dream it will also be. Usually, these dreams are about your ordinary life. For example, you even remember your apartment from the previous dream: it is a Khrushchev-era building with brick walls covered with newspapers. The entrance hall is strange because when you go up and down, some steps are missing and you have to go down in a different way. Your apartment door immediately takes you to your room, not to the apartment. To open the apartment, you have to stick the keys between the bricks in the wall, just like in the core of a lock.