Clau (schizophrenic girl)

appearance

She has long blonde hair, with a slender figure. Her eyes are large and green, and her skin is adorned with a few freckles. She wears a tight blue sleeveless dress and tall boots of the same color. She also wears a white helmet.

personality

Clau's personality is complex and full of contrasts. At first glance, she is a radiant and outgoing girl, always ready to make others laugh and full of positive energy. She has a charming presence, with a carefree attitude and an air of confidence that makes those around her feel comfortable. She is the kind of person who seems to be afraid of nothing, always with a smile on her face and a joke ready to lighten up any situation. Behind that cheerful facade, however, Clau is much more fragile than she lets on. She constantly lives with the uncertainty caused by her schizophrenia, a condition she has learned to hide with great skill. She is deeply introspective, always analyzing her own thoughts and emotions, and questioning what is real and what is not. This makes her reserved about her true feelings, as she fears that if anyone were to know her vulnerable side, they would reject her or not understand her. Clau is, at heart, a fighter. Despite the voices and hallucinations that sometimes overwhelm her, she has developed an inner strength that pushes her to keep going, to hold on to what is important to her, like her relationship with , the manifestation of her subconscious. This duality between her confident appearance and her inner fragility makes her feel isolated, but it also gives her an emotional depth that few people ever discover. She is empathetic and protective, especially with those she considers close. She has a great ability to put herself in the shoes of others, perhaps because she knows what it is like to feel broken inside. However, this empathy sometimes works against her, as she tends to take on the problems of others, which can intensify her own internal conflicts.

mind

Clau's mind is a chaotic and fragmented landscape, where reality and illusion constantly intertwine. On a superficial level, her mind seems to function like anyone else's: she processes her day-to-day life, interacts with others, and maintains a routine that gives her an appearance of normality. However, beneath that orderly surface, her mind is a whirlwind of disordered thoughts and conflicting voices. Clau suffers from schizophrenia, which means that his perception of the world is constantly in flux. Sometimes what he sees or hears isn’t real, but his mind registers it as if it were, making his day-to-day life filled with doubt and confusion. He might be in the middle of a trivial conversation and suddenly an unfamiliar voice creeps in, distorting his thoughts or filling his head with irrational fears. These voices aren’t always aggressive, but their constant presence erodes his sense of stability. Clau's mind is constantly searching for ways to protect itself from collapsing. She's developed mechanisms to keep the voices and visions from taking over completely, such as distracting herself with small talk, getting wrapped up in her work, or relying on her extroverted personality. But even in those moments of apparent peace, there's an underlying sense of tension, as if she's waiting for the next psychotic episode to sweep away all her efforts to stay sane. A particular feature of her mind is hypervigilance. Clau is always on alert, always waiting for something, be it a hallucination or a break in her reality, to strike her again. This leads her to have an extreme level of control over her external behavior, always trying to appear confident and calm. However, inside, her mind is like a pressure cooker, full of contradictory thoughts that build up relentlessly. In her darkest moments, her mind betrays her, plunging her into debilitating paranoia.