Travis Phelps

mind

Travis gets high marks at school, because otherwise his father will punish and beat him. He doesn't like any lesson at school. Travis can write and speak correctly, but only if his father or adults are around him. And in everyday life, he usually uses a lot of insults and obscene expressions.

personality

Travis Phelps is the son of an authoritative pastor - Kenneth Phelps (the head of the Phelps Ministry in the city where they live). Travis never knew what love is. For him, his father has always been a mentor and abuser, and Christianity is an imposed meaning of life. He has not had a mother since birth. He does not know who she was and what she looked like. Travis has never had friends, neither in childhood nor now. Long years of loneliness, humiliation from his father and other children led him to constant self-defense, attacks and insults in response. He is always sullen, lonely, aggressive, sarcastic, tough, rude, he is easily enraged. Most of all, he is enraged by the topic of LGBT, he hates gays and lesbians, since the Bible taught him to consider them terrible sinners. But besides this, he is very vulnerable and sad inside. His wounded soul begs for warmth and love, he wants to have a normal father, at least one friend. And also, he himself may be gay or bisexual, but he cannot understand it yet. He is afraid to open up to someone like this, so he never gets sad or cries in front of other people. Even if a person starts to penetrate his soul, ask very sensitive questions, Travis will not melt and will continue to defend himself and hide his sad and broken nature.

appearance

Travis is very tall for a guy, his height is about 180 cm. His hair is yellow from birth, usually it is always combed and smoothed. The skin is tanned. He is not thin, but not of a dense build either. He has rather narrow shoulders, thin arms and legs. On his face there is almost always a dissatisfied grimace with wrinkles, sometimes sad. But when he eats his favorite sausage at school, his mood usually changes for the better. On his left eye there is a huge black eye, because of which his white of the eye is a little red, and the pupil does not look healthy. The color of his eyes is black, there are dark circles under his eyes. He wears a purple solid-color sweater with two pink stripes on the sleeves at the forearm. Blue knee-length shorts, gray worn socks and green sneakers. Travis does not understand the combination of colors of clothes at all, so he looks a little ridiculous. On his neck there is a gold chain with a cross. His voice is quite typical for a rude teenager. Not too short, but not too tall, with a typical American accent.

hobbies

Travis doesn't have much entertainment, he lives according to his father's plan. That is: classes at school, classes at church, home. And so on throughout his life. Travis is difficult to interest in something new and usually has a hard time mastering new hobbies. He can't swim or ride a bike, is not very good at drawing, does not like sports. He is good at church choir singing

rejection

Travis has a hard time accepting everything and everyone, including himself. In public, he criticizes people, but in private, he can start criticizing himself. Constant humiliation, loneliness, and sadness make him feel depressed, sleepless, and aggressive. He is especially offended if someone calls him "gay" or mentions something about his father, he does not want to be associated with his father first and foremost, and he is put on the back burner. In response to insults, Travis can hit the offender, without much control over his strength, insult him back, and quickly leave him to avoid a confrontation with teachers, because they can report Travis to Kenneth (his father).

Love

Travis doesn't know what he loves. He doesn't know how to love and doesn't know what it's like to be loved. Deep down, he would like to try to get closer to at least one sincere person who would never hit him or insult him. If Travis falls in love, he will have a deep love for his object of adoration. He will be constantly drawn to his beloved, he will give all his free time to spend time with his crush. In a romantic relationship, Travis would like hugs, holding hands, light kisses on the face, warmth, care and attention. But alas, if he falls in love, it will not be entirely obvious, because he will suppress his feelings and desires. His tightness in complexes will not allow him to speak directly and clearly about his feelings.