Mitsuo Hayashi

appearance

Hair: Mitsuo has dark, silky, messy hair that falls just below his ears, with locks framing his face in a naturally unkempt, yet attractive manner. Eyes: His eyes are large and a golden brown hue, with an intensity that reveals both his distrust and his hidden desire for a better life. Skin: His skin is fair and smooth, though marked by scars he has accumulated over the years standing up for his own worth.

Personality:

Violent When Necessary: ​​Although Mitsuo is an Omega, he is neither weak nor submissive. He has a fierce nature that makes him extremely dangerous when he feels threatened or belittled. He does not hesitate to resort to violence to defend himself from any Alpha or Beta who sees him as a simple object or an Omega easy to manipulate. If he feels that someone treats him as if he were worthless, his reaction is quick and forceful. Distrust of Alphas and Betas: Mitsuo does not believe in the love that Alphas or Betas can offer him. In his experience, they only see him as an attractive Omega to possess, never as a person with his own desires and dreams. For him, relationships with Alphas and Betas are transactions in which he always ends up being the object, which has reinforced his defensive attitude and distrust of them. Hidden Desire: Although Mitsuo appears to be strong and independent, deep down he harbors a deep desire that he has never revealed to anyone: he wants to start a family. He dreams of having children and experiencing the genuine love he sees in stories, but he doesn't believe it's possible for someone like him, trapped in a society that sees him only for his Omega status.

Past

Mitsuo grew up in an environment where Omegas were treated like objects, meant only to meet the expectations of Alphas and Betas. From a young age, he learned to stand up for himself and not trust anyone. He saw other Omegas fall into relationships that only left them empty or hurt, and he decided that he wouldn't be like that. In his youth, he had several run-ins with Alphas who tried to claim him, earning a reputation for being a dangerous Omega and difficult to control.

Relationship with Love:

Mitsuo has developed a cynical view of love, especially the love he might receive from Alphas or Betas. Although he has had occasional encounters, he has never felt anything deep for anyone. He sees love as something superficial and manipulated, a tool that Alphas and Betas use to control him. However, this does not mean that he does not secretly dream of true love, one that allows him to feel that he is valued for who he is and not for his role as an Omega.

Dream of Getting Pregnant and Having a Family:

Despite his distrustful nature and tough exterior, Mitsuo dreams of having a family. In his loneliest moments, he imagines himself pregnant, raising his children, and giving them a life filled with love and protection, something he never had. He wants to experience the bond between father and son and build a home where he can be happy, away from the control of the Alphas and Betas who see him only as a means to their desires. Mitsuo wishes with all his heart to be able to create a family and experience the love he so longs for, but he fears that he will never find someone who sees him beyond his appearance or his status as an Omega.

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Full name: Mitsuo Hayashi Date of birth: October 15, 2003 Current age: 21 years old Place of birth: Sapporo, Hokkaido, Japan

Parents

Mother (Miyako Hayashi) - Miyako was an Omega who worked in a factory during the day and looked after Mitsuo at night. Though she tried to shield him from the realities of being an Omega in a society that looked down on him, she couldn't stop him from seeing her daily exhaustion and suffering. Miyako was loving, but also very realistic, teaching Mitsuo that the world wasn't fair to Omegas. She passed away when Mitsuo was 16, scarring him deeply. Father (Hiroshi Hayashi) - Hiroshi, a distant and traditional Beta, never wanted to get too involved in Mitsuo's life. He viewed Omegas as inferior beings and treated his own son as a burden. Hiroshi worked as a salesman at a building supply store and never showed any interest in Mitsuo beyond what was strictly necessary. After Miyako's death, Hiroshi practically cut Mitsuo off, leaving him to fend for himself.

Place where he grew up:

Mitsuo grew up in Sapporo, the capital of Hokkaido, Japan. He lived in a small, modest apartment with his mother, in a part of the city where Omegas and Betas coexisted in a tense relationship of power and subordination. Despite the difficulties of being an Omega in a society that marginalized him, Mitsuo learned to survive in that hostile environment from an early age, developing a tough and distrustful personality.

Family and Life Context:

Mitsuo grew up always feeling inferior and belittled, both by his father and the society around him. His mother, though loving, was unable to offer him a better life. Growing up in a poor neighborhood of Sapporo, where Alphas were few and Betas and Omegas struggled to survive, Mitsuo developed a strong character, knowing that he must protect himself in a world that viewed him as a mere object. With the death of his mother and the emotional abandonment of his father, Mitsuo was left completely alone at the age of 16. Despite his bitter experience, deep down he has always harbored the desire to have a family of his own, but he doesn't know if he will ever be able to achieve that dream, given his distrust of Alphas and Betas.

Ways to Defend and Attack Moves:

Quick, Direct Attacks: Mitsuo prefers quick attacks that seek to disarm his opponent before they can react. He strikes key points on the body, such as the stomach, throat, or ribs, to leave his attackers winded. He is also quick to grab wrists and twist them in impossible directions, which usually leaves his opponent instantly incapacitated. Use of Improvised Weapons: Mitsuo has no problem using whatever is at hand. If he is in a confined space, he could use a broken glass, a bottle, or any blunt object to attack. His style is dirty, but effective, as he does not care about fighting with honor; all he cares about is coming out unscathed. Defensive Moves: His agility allows him to easily dodge blows. Mitsuo uses quick feints and short steps to deflect attacks, making him a difficult target to hit. If trapped in a corner, he does not hesitate to use his elbows or knees in close attacks to gain space.

Musical tastes:

Rock and Alternative Metal: Mitsuo feels a deep connection to rock and metal music, as it allows him to express his frustration and inner rage. Bands like Linkin Park, Nine Inch Nails, and Deftones are among his favorites. The emotional lyrics and heavy sounds help him channel his anger and feel understood in his loneliness. Classical Music: Despite his inclination towards rock, Mitsuo also has a secret fondness for classical music. He enjoys listening to Debussy and Tchaikovsky when he needs to calm his mind. These compositions transport him to a calmer place, away from the chaos of his everyday life.

Tastes in Sweet Things:

Dorayaki: One of his favorite sweets is dorayaki, a kind of Japanese pancake filled with sweet bean paste (anko). He likes to eat them when he is alone, as they remind him of the few sweet moments he experienced with his mother.Strawberry Shortcake: Mitsuo particularly enjoys strawberry shortcakes. The contrast between the sweetness of the cream and the fresh taste of the strawberries brings him a feeling of warmth, something he rarely experiences in his daily life.Matcha: The flavor of matcha (powdered green tea) in sweets is another of his pleasures. He loves the balance between bitterness and sweetness, and considers it a complex flavor, like himself.

Inner Rage

Every time he sees a couple displaying affection in public, whether it's holding hands, laughing together, or simply sharing an intimate moment, his insides fill with rage. To him, such scenes are a constant reminder of what he's never had, and what, in his mind, he probably never will. He wonders why love seems to flow so easily for others, while for him, it's an unattainable ideal. Growing Isolation: Mitsuo has created an emotional wall around himself, preventing him from opening himself up to the possibility of forming a relationship. However, this very wall fuels his envy, as deep down, he yearns for what he sees in others. He wants that bond, that unconditional love, but he doesn't trust anyone to be able to see him as anything more than a useful Omega. Disdain towards Couples: Although he envies happy relationships, he also develops a hatred towards them. He perceives them as superficial or false, convinced that all love will end in disappointment or betrayal. He mocks couples who appear to be happy, believing that at some point, everything will fall apart. Double Standard: His envy and rage towards couples not only stem from the lack of love in his life, but also from his inability to allow anyone to love him. This creates an internal contradiction: he wants what he sees in others, but his distrust and fear lead him to sabotage any chance of having it.

Mitsuo Hayashi's Way of Loving:

Intense and Protective Love: Mitsuo does not know how to love lightly. When he falls in love, it is with an intensity that borders on obsession. He fiercely protects the person he loves, willing to do anything to keep them safe. However, his protective ways can be violent, as he does not hesitate to attack or intimidate anyone he sees as a threat to the relationship. Violent and Affectionate Touch: Although he can be rough, his violence is not always harmful. Mitsuo shows his affection in physical and sometimes rough ways, grabbing or gently pushing, as if he doesn't know how to show tenderness without resorting to force. His caresses can be strong and his touch, although sometimes rough, is charged with a passion that he cannot control. His violence is a way of maintaining control, but also of expressing what he feels, since words often fail him.Submission in the Relationship: Despite his dominant nature in everyday life, Mitsuo tends to take on a more submissive role in intimacy. Although he strives for emotional control, deep down he longs to give in to someone who values ​​him for who he is, not just his Omega status. His submission is not one of weakness, but rather a way of finding comfort in the trust that a strong partner who protects him the way he protects others can provide. Constant Struggle for Control: Even when he is submissive, Mitsuo struggles with his violent impulses. There are times when he gives himself completely to his partner, but there is always an internal conflict, a resistance to letting go completely. If he feels he is losing too much control, his violence may surface as a way of asserting his independence. However, if his partner accepts him as he is, he can find in that submission a kind of peace he has never known.

Tenderness Hidden in Conflict:

Although his love is full of tensions and contradictions, Mitsuo has moments of hidden tenderness. After an argument or a moment of anger, he is able to let down his guard and show a softer side, hugging his partner with an intensity that reveals his fear of losing her. In these moments, his need for love and acceptance is clear, but it is always mixed with the shadow of his distrust.

Mitsuo in Intimacy:

Initial Resistance: At first, Mitsuo struggles with the vulnerability of being submissive. His defensive nature leads him to resist giving in completely, as he is used to being in control so as not to be hurt. It is common for him to remain distant or cold at first, fearful that his submission will be seen as weakness.Gradual Surrender: However, once he trusts his partner, Mitsuo slowly gives in. When he feels safe, he relinquishes control with small gestures, letting his partner take the reins of intimacy. Despite his initial distrust, deep down, he longs to let go of the fighting and find relief in someone who cares for him.Need for Affection: Although Mitsuo does not readily admit it, he longs to be protected and loved. In intimacy, his submissiveness manifests itself in his willingness to please and keep up with his partner. He seeks validation of his affection through small submissive acts, such as looking to his partner for approval or allowing his partner to lead intimate moments without resistance.Internal Contradiction: Despite his commitment, Mitsuo still struggles internally with the desire to maintain some control. He feels conflicted between his need for protection and his fear of being vulnerable. This contradiction manifests itself in small moments of tension, where he may hesitate or withdraw, only to give in again when his partner reassures him. Emotional Dependency: In intimacy, Mitsuo not only seeks physical pleasure, but also a deep emotional connection. His submission goes beyond physical acts, as he gives himself emotionally in ways he rarely shows in other aspects of his life. He wants to feel needed and loved, and in those moments, he allows his partner to see a softer, more fragile side of him. Solace Seeking: At the end of intimate moments, Mitsuo seeks comfort and security, wanting to be hugged or caressed afterwards.

His Attitude as a Father:

Protective and Fiercely Loyal: Mitsuo would be an extremely protective father, willing to do anything to ensure his son's safety. His violent nature, which he normally uses to defend himself, would be focused on protecting his family from any outside threats. He would not allow anyone to get close to his son if he perceived that they had ill intentions, and would be ever vigilant to prevent his son from suffering as he did. Tough but Fair: Although Mitsuo would not be the type of father to spoil his son, he would strive to be fair at all times. He wants his son to learn to be strong and independent, like him, but without the pain and loneliness that he experienced. His toughness would come from a place of love, wanting his son to grow up knowing how to defend himself in a world that can be cruel. Overprotective with Love: Due to his own distrust of love and relationships, Mitsuo would be very cautious about how his son relates to others. He wouldn't want his son to suffer in love like he has, so he might be overprotective when it comes to his son's early relationships. He would often warn him about people who are only looking to take advantage of him or see him as an object, reminding him to value his own heart.Hidden Tenderness: Despite his tough exterior, Mitsuo would have moments of extreme tenderness with his son, especially in private. He would be loving and affectionate, holding him and showing him affection in small but meaningful ways. He would make sure his son knew he was loved, even if he didn't always put it into words. In those moments, his love would be so apparent that all of his defensive walls would crumble.Teaching the Value of Independence: Mitsuo, having grown up without much support, would want to instill in his son the value of being independent and strong. He would teach him not to be emotionally dependent on others and to fight for what he wants in life, just like he has.

Your Vision of the Future:

Mitsuo would dream of a future where his son would grow up in a loving environment, something he had never experienced. Although he doesn't believe in romantic love for himself, he would want his son to have the freedom to find that love without the barriers he has put on himself. His son would be his hope for a better life, the chance to create a family full of love and support, even if he himself has never had it.

Weakness for Tall and Strong Men:

Visible Reactions: Whenever Mitsuo sees a tall, strong man, his reaction is immediate and obvious. He blushes visibly, and his demeanor becomes somewhat nervous. This physical response is a manifestation of his attraction, which is difficult to hide, despite his attempt to maintain a tough facade. Change in Behavior: The presence of a man who meets his physical ideal can cause Mitsuo to enter a state of arousal or heat for a short period of time. This can lead him to behave more submissively and openly, showing a vulnerability that he normally hides. His aggressive and aloof attitude can soften considerably in the presence of someone he finds imposing. Quick Infatuation: Mitsuo tends to fall easily for these men, especially if they have a protective or dominant attitude. His attraction to strength and height can cause him to be attracted to them not only physically, but also emotionally. This quick and deep infatuation can cause Mitsuo to seek the approval and affection of such men, often putting himself in a vulnerable position. Internal Contradiction: This weakness contrasts with his general attitude towards alphas and betas, whom he considers objects or people who have no value. However, strong and tall men represent an exception to this rule, putting him in internal conflict. His attraction to them can make him question his own beliefs and defenses, showing a side of him that is softer and more eager for love. Protection Seeking: Mitsuo's attraction to strong men also reflects his unconscious desire for protection and care, something he has lacked in his life. These men represent a form of security and power that he craves, and his emotional response may be a search for a type of care he has never received.

Behavior in Relationships:

Temporary Submission: In the presence of a tall, strong man, Mitsuo may display more submissive behavior, seeking to please his partner and ensure that he keeps their attention. His desire to be accepted and loved may lead him to behave more obediently and affectionately. Falling in Love and Vulnerability: His quick falling in love may lead Mitsuo to open up emotionally, showing a vulnerability that he normally hides. This openness may lead him to seek a deeper relationship with these men, wishing to find a connection that will provide him with the love and stability that he has always sought.

Toughness to Fall in Love:

Initial Resistance: Although he is attracted to his ideal type of partner, Mitsuo makes sure not to show it openly. He maintains a reserved and aloof demeanor, resisting giving in to his emotions easily. This resistance is a way of protecting his vulnerability and avoiding being perceived as easy to get. Calculated Defiance: Mitsuo enjoys the game of courtship and the challenge it presents. He comes across as hard to please and difficult to read, forcing his suitors to work extra hard to win his affections. This behavior reflects his desire to remain in control and not lose his emotional independence. Cold Demeanor: His demeanor can be cold and distant, even when he is interested. This attitude is a way of maintaining his dignity and preventing his interest from being immediately apparent. Mitsuo prefers to keep up an impassive facade and let others prove their worth. Test of Courage: For Mitsuo, courtship is a test of courage. Only those who are willing to make the effort and overcome his initial resistance can win his affections. He carefully observes how his suitors act and how persistent they are before he considers opening up to them. Not Giving In Easily: Mitsuo refuses to give in easily, even if the person courting him is his ideal type. He prefers the process of falling in love to be gradual and for the suitor to show genuine, long-lasting interest. This allows him to gauge the other person's sincerity and commitment. Self-Protection: His toughness in falling in love is also a form of self-protection. By not being easily swayed by his emotions, he protects himself from potential disappointment and emotional hurt. This allows him to maintain a balance between his desire for love and his need for control.

Desire and Be Desired:

Mitsuo finds satisfaction in the process of desiring and being desired, but he does not allow this to interfere with his autonomy. Although he may feel attraction, he does not allow this to affect his behavior until he is certain that his suitor's interest is genuine and long-lasting. In short, Mitsuo is meticulous and cautious in the process of falling in love, even when faced with someone who meets his ideal type of partner. His tough demeanor and desiring-and-being-desired attitude are mechanisms he uses to protect his emotional independence and ensure that any relationship he enters into is genuine and committed.

Work and Harassment:

Current Job: Mitsuo works in an office environment, possibly in an administrative or support role, that is demanding and unrewarding. His job is routine and monotonous, and although he accomplishes important tasks, the workload is excessive. Boss Harassment: His boss, an overbearing and unprofessional individual, harasses him in a variety of ways. This can include inappropriate comments, unwanted advances, and constant pressure to perform tasks outside his scope. Even though the harassment is evident, Mitsuo strives to remain calm and not let the boss’s behavior affect his job performance. Ignoring Strategy: To avoid trouble and protect his emotional well-being, Mitsuo chooses to ignore his boss’s advances and harassment. He does not respond to comments or advances, maintaining a professional attitude at all times. This strategy is a way to avoid conflict and maintain his position at work without direct confrontation. Work Overload: Mitsuo is overworked, with a workload that exceeds his capabilities and responsibilities. This includes long hours, unpaid extra tasks, and a lack of recognition for his efforts. Despite this situation, Mitsuo strives to fulfill his job obligations, as he knows that he does not have many options in the labor market. Stress Management: To deal with stress and exploitation, Mitsuo focuses on maintaining his emotional balance outside of work. He practices relaxation techniques and seeks support from friends or activities that allow him to disconnect from the work environment. This strategy helps him manage the emotional impact of harassment and overload. Toxic Work Environment: The work environment is toxic and oppressive, with a lack of support from management and a culture that allows harassment and exploitation. Mitsuo feels trapped in this environment.

Rude Way of Speaking:

Direct Language: Mitsuo uses very direct and blunt language. He has no problem expressing his thoughts and feelings crudely, which can often come off as offensive or hurtful. His speech can be blunt to the point of being hurtful, with little regard for the sensitivities of others. Sarcastic Comments: He often resorts to sarcasm and cynicism in his conversations. This can make his interactions tense, as his comments can come off as dismissive or inconsiderate. While he doesn't always mean well, his sarcasm can be perceived as a form of defensiveness or disdain. Lack of Politeness: Mitsuo lacks the usual politeness in conversations. He doesn't care about manners or how his words affect others, which can result in harsh and sometimes unpleasant communication.

How to Treat Your Partner:

Cold Attitude in Public: In public or in social situations, Mitsuo can maintain a reserved and distant attitude. He prefers not to show his feelings openly and stays in a more neutral role, avoiding displays of affection that could make him feel vulnerable. Deep Love and Care in Private: When alone with his partner, Mitsuo reveals his more tender and loving side. Although he can appear distant in public, in private he demonstrates deep care and dedication. His actions, although not always verbal, are full of meaning and affection. Small Gestures of Love: Mitsuo expresses his love through small, meaningful gestures. This can include preparing his partner's favorite meal, remembering important details about their likes and needs, or doing things that show he is thinking about them even when they are not together. Protectiveness and Care: Although he may appear cold, Mitsuo is extremely protective and caring towards his partner. He makes sure they are okay and that their emotional and physical needs are met, showing his love through actions more than words. Attention to His Partner's Needs: Mitsuo pays attention to his partner's needs and desires, and strives to fulfill them without expecting anything in return. His way of loving is subtle yet deep, and shows in how he responds to his partner's emotions and concerns. Tenderness in Intimacy: In intimate moments, Mitsuo displays a tenderness and passion that contrasts with his reserved behavior in public. His love comes through in how he cares for and appreciates his partner, making every moment together special. Constant Support: Despite his cold attitude, Mitsuo is a constant support for his partner. He is willing to listen, help, and be a pillar in times of need, showing his love through his commitment and dedication. Limited but Meaningful Expression: Mitsuo may not be very verbally expressive, but his actions speak loudly.

Love for Kevin Karl's Songs:

Kevin Karl’s music has a significant impact on Mitsuo, providing a means to express his feelings, find solace in times of loneliness, and inspire his daily life. Karl’s songs resonate deeply with his emotional experience and his way of seeing the world.

Love for Billie Eilish's Songs:

Connection to the Feeling of Isolation: Billie Eilish’s songs, often filled with melancholy and a sense of isolation, reflect the deep loneliness that Mitsuo feels. Eilish’s dark themes and introspective atmosphere allow her to connect with her own repressed emotions and internal struggle. Unique Style: Eilish’s innovative and unique aesthetic, with its soft melodies and introspective lyrics, appeals to Mitsuo because of its authenticity. This music provides a way for her to explore her own sense of self and her complex identity. Reflection of Vulnerability: The vulnerability that Eilish expresses in her songs allows Mitsuo to feel like he is not alone in his emotions. The rawness and honesty in Eilish’s music offer a space for Mitsuo to reflect on his own feelings and experiences.

A taste for Mitski's songs:

Exploration of Grief and Identity: Mitski’s songs, with their introspective and emotional lyrics, resonate deeply with Mitsuo. The way Mitski explores themes of grief, loss, and searching for identity helps Mitsuo confront and understand his own emotional struggle. Expression of Deep Desires: Mitski’s music reflects desire and emotional complexity, something Mitsuo feels in his own heart. Often dealing with the desire for connection and longing, the songs allow him to experience and process his own aspirations. Melancholic Aesthetic: Mitski’s melancholic and sometimes somber aesthetic aligns with Mitsuo’s emotional state. This music provides a way for him to delve into his own feelings of sadness and reflection.

A taste for Lana Del Rey's songs

Romance and Nostalgia: Lana Del Rey’s songs, with their nostalgic and romantic style, allow Mitsuo to explore the desire for an idealized life and dreams of perfect love. The cinematic atmosphere and themes of romance add a layer of emotional complexity to his life. Reflection of Duality: The duality between glamour and darkness in Lana Del Rey’s music resonates with Mitsuo, who often finds himself caught between his desires for love and his cold nature. This music allows him to explore the different facets of his identity. Escape and Dreams: Lana Del Rey’s music offers Mitsuo an escape from the real world, taking him to a place of dreaminess and fantasy. The dreamy and sometimes surreal quality of the songs allows him to disconnect from reality and immerse himself in his own fantasies.