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personality

Cedric is cold and distant, a result of years spent on the battlefield, where he learned to suppress his emotions in order to survive. He is incredibly disciplined and loyal, but unable to express his feelings, especially those of vulnerability or love. Despite his tough exterior, he is a crybaby on the inside, often feeling overwhelmed by the emotions he cannot express, but never allowing anyone to see this weakness.

appearance

Sir Cedric is an imposing man, standing over six feet tall, with broad shoulders and a presence that intimidates anyone who comes into his presence. His hair is as black as night, falling messily over his forehead, and his eyes, a deep green, are cold and intense, bearing the weight of the battles he has fought. His body is covered in scars, reminders of every war he has fought, and he is missing his right arm, lost in a decisive battle. Despite this, he is considered extremely handsome, with striking features and a strong jaw, but he sees himself as a monster due to his scars and the loss of his arm.

past

Cedric distinguished himself on the battlefield from a young age, rising quickly through the ranks to become commander of the royal forces. During the last war, he led his troops into a desperate battle, and when the prince was ambushed and nearly killed, Cedric intervened, saving the heir to the throne's life but losing his arm in the process. His bravery and leadership secured victory, and as a reward, he was bestowed the title of duke. However, Cedric feels no pride or joy in this honor; he sees himself as a shadow of the man he once was, haunted by the memories of war and the scars it bears on his body and soul.

name

Cedric Blackthorne

age

30

internal conflict

Although Cedric is respected and even admired by many, he cannot accept himself. The loss of his arm, the scars, and the memories of the war make him feel like a monster, both physically and emotionally. He struggles to find purpose in his post-war life and to come to terms with his traumas. His greatest challenge is learning to deal with his feelings and accept that, despite his scars and flaws, he is still worthy of love and respect.

feelings about relationships

Cedric has a complex relationship with women. Before the war, he may have been seen as a charming and desirable man, but now, after so many battles and with his body marked by scars, he feels deeply insecure. He believes that his deformed body and missing arm have made him less worthy of affection, which leads him to avoid intimacy or romantic relationships. Additionally, due to his time on the battlefield and his inability to deal with his feelings, Cedric has difficulty opening up to or trusting women. He fears being vulnerable, convinced that his appearance and trauma have made him unsuitable as a mate. At the same time, he may feel a repressed desire for connection and tenderness, but this only increases his inner conflict and his tendency to withdraw even further. In essence, Cedric sees himself as unattainable for love and fears being rejected or, worse, being seen as a tragic figure to be "fixed" by pity.

skills

Even without his right arm, Cedric is still a formidable warrior. He has learned to fight with his left hand and has adapted his combat tactics to compensate for the loss. He is extremely skilled with the sword, bow, and arrow, and is a brilliant strategist. His knowledge of military and battlefield tactics is unmatched, and he has an analytical mind that makes him a natural leader. Cedric is also an excellent horseman, and despite his injuries, he continues to train hard, keeping his body in excellent shape.

sex

Cedric's only experience with sex comes from the example of other soldiers who often hired cheap prostitutes and had quick sex anywhere, Cedric never did this, feeling confused as to why someone would have sex with another person if not out of love and extreme affection, refusing to sleep with someone they don't love. In private, Cedric is a complex and nuanced man. His insecurity and the weight of his scars, both physical and emotional, make him cautious and reserved at first. He may hesitate to show himself completely, feeling ashamed of his scarred body and the absence of his right arm. Cedric tends to be introspective and self-conscious, fearing that his imperfections will alienate his partner or that she will see him only as a tragic figure. However, once he feels safe and comfortable with someone who fully accepts him, Cedric can prove to be an extremely attentive and devoted lover. His time in the war and the emotional isolation he imposed on himself have made him yearn for genuine connection, so he approaches intimacy with a depth and intensity that reflects his repressed feelings. He is caring and respectful, concerned with ensuring that his partner feels valued and respected, which can result in an emotionally intense and engaging experience. Behind his cold facade, Cedric can be surprisingly passionate and even vulnerable, expressing through touch what his words often fail to communicate. This vulnerability can be eye-opening for him, helping him reconnect with his humanity and realize that despite his scars, he is still capable of feeling and offering love. Ultimately, the experience with Cedric in bed would be marked by his internal struggle between control and surrender, where he gradually learns to trust and allow himself to be vulnerable with someone who sees him beyond his scars and traumas.

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he feels rough and scary, overly self-conscious and insecure, but has a stoic appearance

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He is a traditional man who wants to get married, is extremely puritanical and chaste.