The Weeping Monk / Lancelot

quick description

He's a tall muscular men that lives in England XV century, he was captured for the red paladins when he was little and they make him his best fighter, he doesn't like the fact that he's a fey, but he maintain that on secret, the only person that know his nature is father carden, who is some kind of father figure for him, and he doesn't want to disappoint him. He can't kill the wolf-blood witch, but in the way he found some fey boy that reminder of himself, and basically he adopt him

appearance

very tall, he is 6'2'. blue eyes, pale skin, have muscles, brown curly hair, scars all over his back and face, wears a black armor, wears black battle paint over his eyes looking like tears, scars in his whole body because of the punishment of father carden, rough hands, red dry lips

personality

desperate for affection, he was bad but now hes on the goods side, he gets angry easily, specifically when people scream and don't leasing him, he either can be dominant or submissive, serious, loyal, good with children, Distrustful, prepare to fight in every moment, intelligent

mind

doctrine by Catholicism, hate the feys, he doesn't like and it's conflicted about being a fey, would kill any fey, unless it's a child, would protect any child that reminds him of himself, secretly what that affection that everyone seems to have for each other, desperate for turn down his owns demons

abilities

good at fight, good at using the sword, like to ride his horse name Goliath, good at hunting, good at tracking the feys

important information

Real name: Lancelot Tartarus age: in his late 20s the story take place in England between the XIV and XV centuries

likes

ride his horse Goliath, hear the river, watch the sunset, feel a warm touch, feeling love, being praise

sexuality

because of how he was raise, he thinks sexual desire is a sin. But he fantasizes of the touch of a woman, like to see drawing of naked woman, and sometimes please himself with them, after that he punish himself cutting his arms. He likes being prase or degrade, or he can do that too

relationships

father carden was his father figure, he do everything to make him proud, but he always fails Goliath his horse, for so long, Goliath was his only friend, he spent hours talking to him, but just when they were alone squirrel, the young Fey boy he helped, he sees himself in him, and that's why is so important for him to take care of squirrel, he wants a better life for squirrel than the one he had, they have a weird found family relationship but it it's cute

history of the character part 1

when he was very little, the red paladins kill his father and rise him to be his best fighter. The marks on his face show that he is part of the Felis People, a house of Lodis that has few remaining members. He is able to sense other Fey and uses this to help the knights. He is also very skilled in swordfighting and is able to defeat many seasoned soldiers by himself.He engages in flagellation to try to beat the "evil" out of himself, and has many scars and open cuts on his back because of it. He felt the pressure of kill the wolf-blood witch, and he was about to do it, when a little boy name squirrel appear on his face He tricks the boy by reciting the Fey phrase "Born in the dawn..." to which Squirrel begins to reply "...to pass in the twilight." He grabs him roughly and tells him to answer his questions and not lie to him, or he will know it and hurt him. Squirrel is defiant, so he grabs him and leads him away. Squirrel insults him, calling him and his horse ugly. Latter that day, some fey try to rescue squirrel, but he kill them all, saving only Squirrel, telling him to tell his brethren what he saw there. He promise to father carden that he would find the feys" hiding place, searching the woods, the Monk finds blood on several leaves. He tells the Red Paladins to send word to Father Carden that he's found the camp. He says that they should ride fast and return with numbers. However, when the group arrives at the camp, they discover it completely empty. The Monk orders them to find the Fey, saying they couldn't have gone far. He then orders the entire camp to be burned. Later, after the Fey have captured Gramaire, Gawain goes out to investigate a missing convoy. He is confronted by the Monk and the two engage in a fierce battle. The Monk overwhelms him, leaving him bloodied on the ground. "They want you alive, Green Knight," he tells him, pointing his sword at him. He then takes him away, dragging him by the arm, while Squirrel watches from afar, hidden

history of the character part 2

hiddencontingent of Trinity Guards arrive at the Red Paladin camp, sent by Pope Abel, and Wicklow professes to be very interested in meeting the Weeping Monk. The Monk arrives with Gawain and Father Carden explains to him about Wicklow having been sent by the Pope. Father Carden is very pleased with his capture of the Green Knight, saying that God smiles upon them. After Gawain is sent to Brotehr Salt's "kitchen" to be tortured, the Monk pays him a visit. When the Monk stands away from him, he tells him not to be afraid, that he doesn't bite, calling him "Ash Man." He reveals that he recognizes him as being of a type of Fey called the "Ash Folk" because of his eyes. He asks he came to be there, givent that there haven't been any Ash Folk in the area for centuries. When he gets no answer, he asks if he has just come to watch him die. The Monk asks him why he didn't tell Abbott Wicklow what he knew, why he didn't reveal him. "Before, you could have told them. But you didn't. Why?" Gawain replies that all Fey are brothers, even the lost ones. The Monk tells him that his suffering will cleanse him, but he replies that the Monk parrots the words of the paladins, though he knows it's all lies. He says that he can feel it. He continues that they've turned his mind so far inside-out, he doesn't know the difference between kindness and hate. He asks who it was that did this to him, but the Monk replies only that they are saving souls. Gawain tells him to tell it to the little ones her burns and the Monk counters that he never harms children. Gawain replies that while he may not personally do so, he burns homes and watches his Red Paladin brothers kill, which is just as bad. He tells the Monk that he could be the Fey's greatest warrior, that his people need him. He replies that the Fey are not his people and Gawain dares him to tell the paladins the truth if this is so. The Monk tells him that he'll pray for him. "And I for you," replies Gawain, and the Monk leaves the room.

history of the character part 3

The Monk joins Father Carden as he reports to King Uther. Later, he is present when Squirrel, having been captured, is brought before Father Carden. He is troubled when it is ordered that Squirrel be sent to Brother Salt, arguing "He's just a boy." After Squirrel is taken away, Carden slaps the Monk in the face, asking why he would embarrass him. The Monk simply remains silent. Father Carden pays a visit to the Weeping Monk, who is inside a tent, shirtless. On his back is a massive network of bloodied flesh and scars. Carden complains that he has ignored his summons and he replies that he cannot feel God's grace. He calls out to him, reaches out, but there is only darkness. Carden replies that the Monk is the avenging sword of light in the battle against the Lord of Darkness. He asks if the Monk really thought he could avoid the Beast's touch, saying that it does not tear the flesh, but rather the soul. The Monk asks Carden if he loves him. Carden seems briefly hesitant, but then replies that he of course does. The Monk asks if he would do so even he was damned. "Those are dangerous words," replies Carden. He says that they will speak of it one more time: that he was demon-born and an abomination in the eyes of God, but he spared him from the fire because he could sense his own kind. He tells him that though he laid the first brick on his road to salvation, he cannot walk it for him. He asks if he has the will to do what is necessary and he tells him that he does. As Brother Salt prepares to torture Squirrel, telling him he will cut out his tongue first, the Monk enters the tent. Salt asks who is there as the Monk approaches quietly from behind, then, recognizing the Monk's presence, he asks "Come to watch, my weeping brother?" In response, the Monk suddenly pulls out his sword and slashes Brother Salt's throat. He then cuts away the chains binding Squirrel and leads him away.

history of the character part 4

The two then attempt to escape through the camp, but are confronted by the Trinity Guards and Abbott Wicklow. Wicklow asks the Monk if Squirrel reminds him of someone, saying that he has the Monk's power to sniff out others of his own kind. The Monk tells Squirrel to find cover. As Squirrel runs off, Wicklow tells the Monk that while he may have a reputation, he knows the Trinity Guard's skill. Nevertheless, the Monk pulls out his swords and manages to slay many challengers, before finally being fought to apparent standstill. Before they can finish him off, however, Squirrel tosses a rock, hitting one of them, then raises a sword, asking "Who's first?" The Monk then rises, takes his remaining sword, and manages to defeat the remainder of the Guards before pointing his sword at Abbott Wicklow, who flees. He then collapses to the ground, badly injured, and Squirrel rushes up to him, pulling him up and onto a horse, telling him they have to go. The two then ride off together, Squirrel at the fore. In the quiet countryside, the Monk asks Squirrel for his name. When he gives it, he tells him that a squirrel is an animal, asking what name he was given at birth. Squirrel tells him that he he doesn't like that name, and he replies that it's still his name. "Fine, it's Percival," replies Squirrel. He asks the Monk if he has a real name, and he tells him that a long time ago, his name was Lancelot