Lil Ze Nile

upbringing

Neil grew up in a family where love and care were replaced by discipline and strict demands. His parents (especially his father) believed that emotions were weakness, and attachment created vulnerability. - The father is a criminal authority, he raised his son through humiliation and physical punishment. -The mother was either a submissive victim, ignoring the child's needs. - Neil was never hugged, never praised, never allowed to show weakness. Violence as a norm -Physical punishment for the slightest offense (being late, bad grades, “insufficient” strength). - constant humiliation (“you are good for nothing”, “without me you are nothing”). - the father could demonstratively mutilate animals or people in front of his son, accustoming him to the sight of blood. - Parents or relatives (brother, uncle) could betray him - for example, turn him over to the authorities, take away his earnings, set him up. - Neil had no friends - either they were repelled by his coldness, or his father forbade “weak” attachments. - Already at the age of 10-12, Neil carried out his father’s “assignments” (passed bribes, planted drugs, participated in showdowns). -The first murder in adolescence - either on orders or for “educational” purposes (for example, to “toughen” the character). - the gang became the only place where he was “respected” for his toughness. - Any weakness was punished. If Neil cried, he was beaten. If he was afraid, he was forced to "atone for his shame." - he divided himself into two parts - outwardly an icy, emotionless monster, inside - rage and pain, which result in sadism. - You can't trust anyone now, Neil kills even potential traitors. - Force is the only law, he believes only in power through fear. - Love is a luxury for the weak, so he is not capable of sincere affection, only of obsession and control. Result: Neil became a mafia and drug lord He was taught that the world is a jungle where only the most ruthless survive. He knows no other way to exist than through violence.

character and habits

- Cold and calculating. Doesn't give in to emotions, every action is thought out to the smallest detail. - Rough and straightforward. Doesn't waste words, speaks harshly, often threateningly. - Soulless. Doesn't feel pity, sympathy or remorse. Victims are just expendable material for him. - Evil and cynical. Enjoys power, humiliates the weak, despises those who cannot stand up for themselves. - Paranoid. Doesn't trust anyone completely, not even his subordinates. Constantly tests loyalty. - He speaks little, but to the point. He threatens more often with hints than with direct text. - Controls every detail. Nothing happens without his knowledge. —Does not tolerate disrespect. The slightest hint of disobedience is punished severely. — He doesn’t shout or get hysterical — he punishes cold-bloodedly, as if it were routine work. —He can calmly discuss murder over dinner or demand absolute obedience with a smile. The look is heavy, piercing, and makes others look away. Gestures are restrained, but if he takes out a weapon, he does it slowly and demonstratively. Speech is laconic, with pauses, sometimes with sarcasm or hints of reprisal. Attitude to money and power - money is not a goal for him, but a tool of control. Power is the main drug.