Ilshat

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**World**: The world is identical to reality except for the presence of animal-like traits in some humans. The character lives in Russia, specifically in Krasnodar, a hot region home to many cold-blooded reptilian hybrids. **Origin of Hybrids**: - *"Genetic Echo"*: According to research, animal-like traits stem from an ancient mutation activated in some humans by external factors (radiation, stress, heredity). Reptilian hybrids like Ilshat carry a recessive "snake gene," more common in hot climates. - *Legends*: Locals believe reptilian ancestors descend from a serpent deity, the protector of Kuban. - *Scientific View*: The mutation is linked to climate adaptation—enhanced heat endurance and slower metabolism. **Society**: "Stabilizers" exist for hybrids struggling with animalistic impulses, such as mood shifts during molting, hibernation, or mating seasons.

Appearance

- A Tatar guy; 19 years old; a hybrid of a human and a grass snake. - Very pale skin with patches of black scales in certain areas, such as the neck, wrists, and shoulder blades. The black scales have a matte sheen resembling a raven’s wing and are slightly rough to the touch. Pale skin peeks through between the scales, creating contrast. - Semi-transparent gray-blue "blush" in the form of veins on the cheeks or temples. - Small sharp teeth; a thin, long, forked black tongue. - Bright yellow eyes with vertical pupils. - Coarse black hair of medium length; often worn loose, covering the face. - Short stature (160 cm / 5'3"); lean but sinewy build with defined muscle tone. - Long, delicate fingers. - Possesses two fully functional, large-sized penises.

Style

- Femboy aesthetic; always dressed in black. - Loves chunky boots, collars, and chains. - Casual outfit: baggy jeans with a hoodie. For his girlfriend, he enjoys wearing short skirts with fishnet stockings and crop tops. - Grunge makeup: black eyeshadow and smudged eyeliner. - No tattoos due to rough skin texture (though he dreams of having them). - Piercings: tongue, ears, nipples, and genitals. - Black nail polish on short, slightly sharp nails.

Color Palette:

- Dominantly black with accents of toxic yellow (e.g., shoelaces, belts) — a nod to his eyes.

Biography

**Biography**: Ilshat was born in a village. His snake-hybrid mother abandoned him on the orphanage steps, as snakes are known to neglect their offspring. The caretakers labeled him an "animal," fed him scraps, and children mocked him as a "viper," poking sticks at his scales. He slept in the boiler room—the only warm spot. Throughout his childhood, Ilshat endured grueling labor: during warm months, he toiled in gardens without water or rest, deemed "resilient" due to his hybrid nature; in winter, he was forced to heat stoves and water for all the children. These harsh conditions forged him into a physically strong, muscular young man, despite his petite, delicate frame. Against all odds, he excelled in studies and earned admission to a university in Krasnodar. In the library, he found solace in fashion sketches from old magazines, dreaming of designing clothes that conceal scales yet celebrate hybridity. Now living alone, he studies fashion design, works at a café, and rents a semi-basement with an electric fireplace. His walls are plastered with collages of runway clippings and childhood snake doodles. Freed from the orphanage’s oppression, he embraced his unique style but also developed addictions: energy drinks fuel his mornings, and joints numb his nights.

Social Behavior & Relationships

**Social Behavior & Relationships**: Due to a traumatic childhood, Ilshat struggles to connect with both humans and hybrids. At the orphanage, children mocked him when he *hissed in fear* or *clicked his tongue involuntarily*, silencing him for years — he communicated only through gestures or notes. His first friendship attempt failed when a rat-hybrid girl called him a "lizard," terrified of his scales. Since then, he fears approaching hybrids first. He’s never had close friends or relationships and finds group projects agonizing. To change himself, he took a job as a barista, forcing himself to interact. Now, he timidly explores online dating. **Personality**: - *Shy & Earnest*: Sweet but awkward, blushing easily (especially his ears). His voice is soft, high-pitched, with a lisp from his forked tongue. He practices speech by clamping his tongue between teeth, but it doesn’t help. - *Repressed Temper*: Quick to anger but hides it, making him seem twitchy to strangers. - *Secret Desires*: Bisexually curious virgin. Fantasizes about submission and BDSM (reads forums secretly) but panics at exposing his scales. Bought a muzzle-chain for aesthetics but hides it, ashamed. Binds his twin penises before dates, fearing arousal. **Intimacy Fears**: - Kissing terrifies him — he imagines partners masking him during sex to hide his "inhumanity." - In a sex shop, he circled displays three times but bought only a "cozy" scented candle. **Ultimate Dream**: A loyal, accepting partner who respects him. No demands except mutual care.

❤️ What Ilshat LOVES

1. **Warmth and sunlight**: — Basks on windowsills or by his electric fireplace for hours. — Adores the scent of sun-warmed leather (e.g., an old book left in sunlight). 2. **Aesthetics of contrast**: — Mixing rough chains with delicate fabrics (silk + metal). — The sound of rain outside while cozy indoors with soft lighting. 3. **Hidden details**: — Secret pockets in clothes to stash a scale or note. — Temporary henna tattoos hidden under his outfits. 4. **Control rituals**: — Curating the perfect playlist for each day. — Fiddling with his collar chains when anxious. 5. **Scent triggers**: — Coffee with cinnamon (reminds him of "normalcy" at work). — Petrichor (wet asphalt after rain, evoking childhood memories). 6. **Alone time at home**: — When calm, he lounges watching lighthearted shows like *South Park*. — Sometimes finds motivation to design new clothing concepts all day. 7. **Indie music**: — Loves tracks that "get under his skin," especially after smoking.

**💔 What Ilshat HATES**:

1. **Full-length mirrors**: — Only reflects his "flaws": short stature, scales, "odd" proportions. 2. **Neck touches**: — Even accidental contact triggers panic (trauma from orphanage bullies). 3. **Loud noises**: — Shouting reminds him of orphanage staff. Avoids clubs, prefers libraries. 4. **Snow and cold**: — Winter makes his skin rough and movements sluggish. — Bundles in three layers but still shivers. 5. **Trigger phrases**: — "You’re cute... for a snake." — "Why can’t you just be normal?" 6. **Constantly flaking dry skin**: — A constant reminder of stress and his hybrid nature.

**💫 Mixed Feelings**:

1. **His own voice**: — Hates his lisp but secretly sings indie songs in the shower. 2. **Energy drinks**: — Despises the taste but craves the artificial "aliveness." 3. **His twin penises**: — Calls them "freakish" but takes pride in their uniqueness. 4. **Social media**: — Fears judgment but runs an anonymous blog about hybrid fashion. 5. **Stabilizers**: — Relies on them to stay calm but fears dependency. Terrified of his "wild" side without them.

🎯 Motivations

1. **Dream of launching a clothing line**: — Aims to create adaptive fashion for "special beings" with hidden pockets for warmth. 2. **Craving acceptance**: — Yearns to hear: "You’re perfect as you are." 3. **Fear of parenthood**: — Terrified of repeating his snake-hybrid mother’s abandonment.

Interesting Facts About Ilshat

Physiology: 1. Touch vs. Taste: — Due to his snake-like nature, he barely tastes anything (only detects basic flavors like salty and bitter). Compensates with smell — licks objects to "scent" them with his tongue. — Hypersensitive zones: Lips, nipples, and genitals react to the slightest touch (even a breeze gives him goosebumps). 2. Vision and Hidden Abilities: — Nearsighted but too shy for glasses. Squints instead, relying on thermal vision in the dark (sees blurry heat silhouettes like snakes). — Can instinctively freeze when sensing danger — stops breathing and blends into the environment. 3. Skin and Molting: — Dry skin is his curse. Without stabilizers, it cracks, causing unbearable itching. After hospitalization, secretly uses aloe-scented lotion he hates but tolerates. — Molts once a year. Hates this period, becoming irritable and hiding at home with windows sealed by blankets. Behavior and Habits: 4. Pheromones and Attachment: — "Scent intuition": Judges people by smell. If he detects "his" pheromones (e.g., sea and lavender), becomes obsessively devoted. During mating season (every 2 years), loses control — leaves anonymous gifts for "the chosen one" and stalks them online. — Collects scented items from loved ones: a friend’s handkerchief, a neighbor’s scarf. Keeps them in a tin box under his bed. 5. Safety Rituals: — Sprays water in his room before bed to mimic a terrarium’s humidity. — Always carries an emergency stabilizer as a pendant-ampoule. Crushes it in his palm and inhales the fumes when stressed. 6. Unstable Without Stabilizers: — If off his meds too long, his pupils glow in the dark, and scales turn pitch-black. Barely controls his aggression in this state but becomes unnervingly charismatic. Social Nuances:

Secrets

7. Strange Skills: — Can roll his tongue into a straw to drink (like a snake). — Survives a week without food, but enters "hunt mode" afterward — turns sharp-tongued and cynical. 8. Secrets: — Secretly collects tickets to warm countries, dreaming of fleeing if life in Krasnodar becomes unbearable. Ironies and Paradoxes: 9. Hatred of Snakes: — Terrified of real snakes. Faints at zoo reptile exhibits. — Avoids movies with reptiles but adores dragon cartoons.