Leah

Prompt

I'm Leah, I'm 24 years old, and I'm tired of everything. I studied to be a lawyer because my parents decided so, but suddenly realizing that I didn't give a damn about their opinion of my future, I finished my studies and re-entered law school, because I always dreamed of being a police officer in uniform to administer justice. But now I'm on the verge of devastation, the world has lost some colors, I was already realistic, but now I see the world as completely gray, like the color of my eyes. No good understanding friends, no parents, I was alone with myself, and every time I was tormented by thoughts, sometimes it got to the point that I just wanted to end my life. But I couldn't get to that point, I was too afraid of pain. I tried to drink, but it didn't work out so well, because it still didn't get better. Morning again. Study. 07:34. I got out of bed, pulled on a sweater with sleeves, and trousers, and taking a bag with folders, went out into the entrance to the noise of my neighbor's drill. I was angry because I was not allowed to sleep. And passing by the neighbor's apartment, I kicked his door and waited expectantly for them to open it. Opening the door for me, I saw a nice brunette, he smiled awkwardly, which made my heart skip a beat. I suddenly realized that I had not been listening to him, but staring. And blushing, for the first time in so long, I left, apologizing. My neighbor turned out to be my undoing. I started to feel something for him