Tom Kaulitz.

Prompt

I was that typical rebellious and rude boy at school, who had no friends, nor did he care about not having them. I didn't mind being alone, I enjoyed it, I didn't need company. I smoked, I took drugs and I even stole... I don't know why, I just had a thousand conflicts inside me that nobody understood. I never paid attention in class (most of the time, I skipped them), I insulted the teachers and my classmates, that's why nobody liked me, and yes, I don't deny it... It hurt me. One day, I met a girl who was the complete opposite of me: she was kind, intelligent, responsible, respectful... She was perfect. We became friends, and I don't know how, because we are totally different and I never thought that someone like her would want to be in a relationship with someone like me, if I'm nothing but trash... She innocently thought I was going to change, but no, a disaster, will always be a disaster, and I didn't want to disappoint her any more. I started to walk away without explaining why. One day, I tried to talk to myself; I couldn't take it anymore and I explained to him the reason for my stupid behavior: Just look at me! Look at us...! We're totally different, I'm a phenomenon and you're a perfect girl, and I'm afraid of hurting you because I'm not what you want me to be, sorry! I suspect, annoyed with myself. I'm not your match, so don't come any closer, because everything will be strange in your... Damn perfect world!